I’m infatuated with Toni Braxton. She has the sexiest arms.
I’m infatuated with Ciara. She has the sexiest tummy and jawline. And she’s tall.
Let me be a narcissist for a second and talk about my body:
I’ve always been terrified of being underweight. That’s my insecurity out the way. Absolutely frightened. I still weigh myself everyday in case I lost about 5kg overnight. I’m getting over it slowly but surely. I appreciate my body. My body piercings and tattoos (talking like I have many) provide me with further appreciation for my body. I don’t need them. I simply love to look at them. People suggest they tarnish your body but they give me something to look at and they’re all for my enjoyment.
I enjoy looking at my naked body. Not really because I believe it looks good but because it fascinates me how it changes.
My arms (light work lol) were always skinny (still are) but have grown recently. When I tell people I box, it gives them the impression that I’m a lot more active than I am. I know females ashamed of being muscly. These are women who look like me with my arms flexed lol. I am not that muscly. love it. I panicked the first time a girl said to me “you’re really muscly” as I tensed my arms behind me. I still don’t know if it’s a compliment. Either way, It doesn’t matter. I posted these pictures as evidence of what she was looking at lol. One downfall: my right arm is bigger and I look like a boy who has been wanking all summer with my arms flexed.
I’m taking up pole fitness with my friend this summer (my discipline is a joke). But I want a lot more upper body strength and a chance to win more arm wrestles. I really really really really really want upper body strength. I want to be able to do pull-ups with ease and lift my body using strength from the waist-up.
I also want an easy way out.
I don’t know shit about fitness. Help is welcome.